[ He knows they did. Both of them. But that still doesn't mean he can't blame himself for what had happened. All their plans for the future had been cut cruelly short because an Irishman had come on a mission from Sam and said the magic words.

Just like he knew why it was that Billy had stayed behind after that night. After all that had been said. None of that matters now because he's got this again.]

I had to warn you all...I had to. [ He had to because he had seen just the sort of horror a gatling gun could cause. He'd seen one rip apart regiments. They hadn't been prepared for it and if he had left them, many many more would have died.] And you can all me a fool all you wish, cher, but there was no place I would have rather been. Where you go, I go. That'd the deal and I reneged.